REFLECTION Crimson steps near the edge Falling down and keep on crawling Dark awaits no more regrets Take a breath as downfall rolling! Misty doorways calling me to get in I can see the end it is leading to. Wounded as I bleed I know more I wish I knew - the truth. How can life be what you want it to be? Every second you waste is another reflection. Why can’t you see that you’re all within me? If there’s no way to live, then Keep bleeding, all faith is gone, Pain will last forever if you don’t know. Stray heart as lead by obsession, Lightened up by handling regression, Once you cross the line you’re obliged to close your eyes and dive. Haunting pain inside burns Will I last or keep on crawling? On the tracks I lay my head Careless steps all through my life! Time is off to think I no more wish to hold, Rely on something. Everything is fake, I’m starting to believe I’ll always keep on stumbling. How can life be… Keep bleeding… All faith is gone and I still bleed I twist I turn but I can’t find my face All I see now, broken dreams and hate Why can’t you see? How blind can you be? Every step that you take is another endeavor. Silence your screams: it’s enough to believe that The lost ones observe without gaining nothing. Every killing comes from deeper Longing for the high prize Innocence fades away. Keep bleeding… | WALLS OF OBLIVION I have to break free from this sinister place - It's killing me! Running away towards nothingness - An endless sea! My eyes can't see. The ground is collapsing, I feel so weak. I only want to replenish my soul. But if I try to see I realize how deeply I’m lost. Why do you think I would care if there’s nothing to share? I must stop this - wake up and use all what's left! Open your eyes and remember! Stand up and make steps ahead! Watch me! I'm breaking the circle! Crumbling the walls of an endless deceit! Crush me if you can resemble of the disgrace we are bound to repeat! The pulse is getting faster. My lungs are tearing apart. The air is not enough! A furious swarm of atrocious filthy beasts is on my back Tearing me, dragging me, taking me! I can't feel time and only burden constrains me to fall! What if I walk away and face it completely alone? What if you never believe in the weight of my words? I must stop this… Once I breathe inside of me, there will be nothing more to fear. Once I open up my eyes there will be no one else in disguise. But have first to regret. Then have to forget. Then have to depend on myself! I have to depend on myself to bring down this unholy world. Once I open up my eyes there will be no one else in disguise! No one else! No! I have to depend on myself to bring down this unholy world and replenish my soul! So much respect would be given to me if there was no revealed secrecy. Having to feed all the rest of the memories suppressed. I must stop this… I have to depend on myself to bring down this unholy world. Once I open up my eyes there will be no one else, no one else. No! |
LEAVE ME ALONE Pretty in your pain. Throw the dice tonight! Chained onto my altar – a suffocating embrace. Fading alive for all around you – easy for me to scar your face. Half dying. Fear Of the Unknown. Just try to leave me alone. Hope that I’ll somehow find a way. I see the end is not far. Find and fight me, don’t you have the guts? (Thinking inside of me) Drown, despise me no more. Lies, no! Your work is a part of me. Now love me or leave me alone before I come undone and the Dreamer’s awake! Nothing’s really fake But the love you possess me in. Somebody else I’ll be when I wake, I feel I can say. Hear you breathing. Bounding heart in my hands. Now that rules are broken can you step on your feet? You cannot escape this prison, it’s built for you and me. Tonight I have nothing more to lose. Can’t but escape from the core. I’m so tired of having a start to make. Give hope or give it away. Find and fight me… Now hold me. Besides all the rape these are moments we shape when Hiding from me I believe you see All the lies you possess me in. Somehow the words don’t work in that way. A dream to decay! Insanity has drove you mad. Your ghosts are now real. Not asking you to understand Why’s all the pain that you feel. Have you felt what’s like to be alone Without a hand to hold among thousands of them? I can’t breathe the air around me, I can only feel the pain So don’t you try to show me how to love. Dreamer’s awake… I’ll break you down. Feel my growl. Down my core won’t leave you alone. ILLUSIVE LIGHT Who can see the veil of the winter burning, scorching the origin of the unknown? - Do you know me? - Haven’t seen your idol wishing. Dropping out sense of an action, Wishing well’s no more in fashion. Who can say what you’re obliged to do in this world? How’d you feel if you got me cornered? Like to see the point’s not over, stuck in here, wait and see what you have done. Why you always have to remind me, spit on my face and kill me? Once I run there’s no way to find me. So why ‘m I still here? Running out. Taking up the long way Still I doubt. Can heaven be so cruel? Loving me but getting me absorbed and... ...and I've been searching all alone... Can't find a way to run! And I've been searching long time, now. Getting me lost in the air, And I don't realize the time, I waste. Rays of light seeming dark, careless games end up crossing lines. Far below, fading low. Not a chance me to purify. Almost all of the truth veiled in all of this moonlit sight. Heaven closed time ago since we all got completely blind. Can you see if you're blind? Can you free me? Yet confused dark and light, blinded eyes see no ways ahead. Curtains fall as we all just forgot all the ways to fight. Take it all! Every day's getting hard on me! Ease my soul! Run away, trust and follow me! Running out… I see you've got all the answers to give me. A ray of light. Push and make me all i envy. Life just works in severe ways. Get me out of the ways I pity! Grab my life if you think you're witty! Face of truth is not always pretty but you can't look away instead! Running out… IGNORANCE No returning. Always wanting to get some more. Still Burning. My soul will never cease to fall for everything. I dissolve into my past till I see the truth. Our dark conviction’s our fate, An ignorant state We cannot escape! This time you cannot hide! (Wake me up now!) HEAVEN WAS NEVER EVER MEANT TO BE FOUND. I AM ALL YOU WON’T EVER TRY TO SEE. Let’s pretend that we have not gotten here And then always having to explain the way No need to know All I want is to live. Endless sorrow Killing me within Deep within a dream hope I can see It all I am wondering. It’s all weaving a shell of pain -I just can’t stand the pain. Enough with this shame -it’s all I can blame! The mind’s no way out! (Nothing speaks to me!) HEAVEN WAS NEVER… So I burry the world around me to make them understand: Ignorance is not always the way! Taming me Telling me What to think Breaking and fading in But will I ever see? – Ignorant me! They built with their filthy bricks Walls all around the dream So that we don’t believe it exists! Hunt me, Kill me You will never take all of the things I am! All lies! A disguise! Now we crop the seeds of the deeds we’ve done! This time you cannot hide! HEAVEN WAS NEVER EVER… Take it in. Never speak. Never think. Never look me in the eyes. Pain in me killing me. Underneath everything. Every day is a way to decay. Burning Flame Cannot hide From the chains of the pain. Will remain all you have Till you see it is all what we call: Ignorance! IN CLOSE DISTANCE I frailly drown. I feel the water rise around me. Let it, it won’t go away. How many times would you dare this trip far beyond truth? I drown this time In close distance But you only watch me. But if you let go of me Things won’t be the same. But if you let go of me I’ll die here. How many times… But if you let go of me… BELIEVE IN ME JAPANESE BONUS TRACK I can't forget all the things we've been through All that you gave me and all I gave to you I know, you won't believe in me but who dares to see it? Even if i die, close to you i'll fly and know, i'll make sure no one breaks your heart. And when you cry, no reason to lie to me. You know i'll make sure no one breaks your heart. Now I leave you please don’t ever mention that you love me I know it's hard to forget who you are My soul will always remind me we're apart I know, you won't believe in me but just try to feel me Even if i die, close to you i'll fly and know, i'll make sure noone breaks your heart. And when you cry, no reason to lie to me. You know i'll make sure no one breaks your heart. All the love i have for all life and death i want it to be real. Let me dance away from this day of fate. I'll be waiting Separation You're always there for me Obligation I can't give Avoid Rejection I just can't let it be Observation You're doing this for me Sanitation It can't be Replication The only thing I need I know, you won't believe in me but just understand me. But even if i die, close to you i'll fly and know, i'll make sure noone breaks your heart. And when you cry, no reason to lie to me. You know i'll make sure noone breaks your heart. And when you cry, no reason to lie to me. You know i'll make sure no one else, no one breaks your heart. Now I leave you please don’t ever mention that you love me! | FIELD OF DREAMS Suddenly in my sleep I hear your voice screaming inside me: “find me”. Everything I ever thought of you now comes alive in a field of dreams. You could have run before I find you and love you. You sleeping death of my arise and life. Burst into all that’s never gone. Wreckage’d I fall? The veil of pain scar on my face: A no mercy chase taking it’s tall. Step inside a different coil of life when I need more than you can give me each time. Gave it all but nothing ever was enough. Worlds apart forever: me and you. Can’t you just decide what’s inside you? Could you see the inner side of me When I was left in the cold beside you? Watching me to make sure I breathe under the shroud of your cold embrace. Who’s gonna judge you for a living-deceiving? You faced the wrong that I had done in time! Crept for so long scorched by your scorn so dead to all! You thought I’d be always for free but can’t you see? I’m not gonna fall! Eventually, I’m gonna make you see that you belong to me. What you see was never meant to be for free! Worlds apart forever: me and you. Can’t you just decide what’s inside you? Always blurring all your thoughts with all what you need. Dreaming forever in a field of dreams, having to reach the ultimate but I’ll fight it till the end! Fight of me or leave me out. It’s nice to see that you’re fading out. Fight of me or leave me out. It’s nice to see senses never lie. Fight of me or leave me out. It’s nice to see the way, too. What we give: a darkened core. Watch me breathing underneath a heavy cross. Underneath the utmost deed, me to lie! Who’s gonna look back on you tripping or weeping? You should have thought that somehow, something’s wrong! All of the blame lies straight on me. Now I can see. All of my tears: a lake of despair. Could this be fair? All the love ceased. Step inside… Every word can now reflect that the dream is gone! Worlds apart forever: me and you. Can’t you just decide what’s inside you? Always blurring all your thoughts with all what you need. Dreaming forever in a field of dreams, having to reach the ultimate but it’s leading us nowhere! FALLING I’m not afraid of anything, nor pain. Washing away all truth flowing on me. Now, I cannot resound the way I did.. i’m not afraid of silence, if only knew, Fail is only tide on a way you don’t need. Now, I cannot re-sound the way I did.. I’m not retreating under you but you’re falling under. I’m not revealing all the truth, cause we’re all wrong! I’m not afraid of these walls of eternal bound. Fear to relieve you and warmth deeper inside is awake! Now, I cannot re-sound the way I did.. I’m not retreating… See, the darkness, an unforgiveness I’m in. The world’s got to open up for higher dreams. And all’s infiltrating slowly into me, And everything’s getting deeper! Here, the falling is never reason to grieve And all of the pain to come won’t make me weep. I’ve learned to regret for things I never did But never for choices taken! HELPLESS MIND There is no escape, no time left to act There is no compassion, just my own will Disillusioned by fear and guilt Chained to my passion, bounded forever… There’s no compassion, no rational way anymore. No hope left for me, can’t stand on my own No one can salvage my scarred soul… Find a way to open up and change. Find a way to love me Find a way to break out and let it go. Find a way to help me! How can I help you, when I’m not here for me How can I let you go away? I feel so betrayed, so scared to live We are enslaved to our helpless mind… I’m still standing, not understanding at all. What if you go? There’s so much to hide. Get me along with nothing but a helpless mind! Find a way to save me. Find a way to show me which way to go. Find the way to help me! Find a way to open up and change… What if you go? So much to hide Help me define my helpless mind! BASELESS ADDICTION Fake motivation Burns at the edge of surreal Innovations, fallen from grace. All’s an invasion into the dreams we behold We can hope revolution’s innate! First port of call their notions Revealing emotions, Portentous and frail. New obligations, All seem to be off-the-wall. Nothing ever will touch their facade. Life dimensions full of disgrace, you fools! Keep believing in all what they said! None ever pays for the blame! They wash in our blood their hands! They keep on suppressing memories and hopes every dream is in vain till the end! I have to deal with whatever they do and whatever I see has been made off a baseless addiction – the world you created for me is not fair, here’s my outcry! Distant crying out Dethroned the laughter Taking me over for all they have done! Faces fade out Causing a slaughter Holding the revolt of our gathering! Feckless assertions, Fathomless depths of the mind Desolation, the end of mankind Pain observation, eating the air off our lungs This is such an alarm to be raised! Such sort of truth you cannot bare So do you really want to see? Fatal intentions, Death in the name of their wealth, Duplication of what has died. Useless formations, Keeping the fate of ours – kneel!! Or shout and reveal the crime! The end has come there’s no time! We need to step up and fight! We keep on forgetting: This is the war that we cannot define, thinking I have to deal with whatever they do and whatever I see has been made off a baseless addiction – the world you created for me is not fair, till the day I die! Distant crying out Dethroned the laughter Taking me over for all they have done! Faces fade out Causing a slaughter Keeping the hate everlastingly on! Why we let it go taking all we got? Still I’m burning on, stroking the edge of revenge! I have to deal with whatever they do and whatever I see has been made off a baseless addiction – the world you created for me is not fair, till the day I die! Distant crying out Dethroned the laughter Taking me over for all they have done! Faces fade out Causing a slaughter Keeping the hate everlasting on! What you don’t know is you reject somebody else beside you. No matter how many plans you make I won’t give up. And these creations you believe in are not here to hold you. So don’t you try again, not once to struck me down! Finally inside of me It’s turning into a deep Ocean of hatred and pain Till my time comes to end! THIS WAR CALLED HOME JAPANESE BONUS TRACK I CANNOT FIND A WAY TO FIGURE OUT WHERE I AM. SEEMS JUST LIKE HOME BUT FEELS LIKE A STORM A COLD SO FREEZING. I’VE BEEN TRYING, CRYING. I’VE BEEN A LIAR, I’VE BEEN A FOOL BUT I ALWAYS TRIED TO BUILD AROUND ME A WORLD SO TIGHT AND SWIMM AGAINST AN EMERGING FLOOD. I SHUT MY EYES BELIEVE IN SOMETHING I REALIZE IS MADE OF NOTHING I KNOW IT’S TIME TO LEAVE BEHIND ME THIS WAR CALLED HOME. HOW CRYSTAL-CLEAR THE RAIN IS WHISPERING HER SONG TO KEEP ME AWAY FROM TEARS. I FEEL I LONG TO RUN FURTHER FROM ALL OF THESE WASTED YEARS. I’VE BEEN WAITING, ACHING. I’VE BEEN A LIAR, I’VE BEEN A FOOL BUT I ALWAYS TRIED TO BUILD AROUND ME A WORLD SO TIGHT AND SWIMM AGAINST AN EMERGING FLOOD. I SHUT MY EYES BELIEVE IN SOMETHING I REALIZE IS MADE OF NOTHING I KNOW IT’S TIME TO LEAVE BEHIND ME THIS WAR CALLED HOME. |